Monday, March 20, 2017

The Ever -- Continuing Heralds of Spring


Chapter 4:  The Buzzers
The scent was there.   Cleaning day was upon us.   We, the fifty-three of the multitude, fanned out to feel the wind and survey the barren leftovers of the life we had abandoned so long ago.   What pitiful emptiness of apocalypse.  Frosty air greeted us greyly.    Every excursion was met with the awful bleak reality.   
But where the scent?   Some food was about, it was up to us to find it.   Too wet yet.   The waiting was extended.  A few white bells, some yellow flowered sticks , we would wait. 
The scent was back, something about to break forth perhaps.   Our group was the lucky one to see the purple stars within the cover of ground forest.   Only a few now but promise of more unopened.   we took the samples home,  we laid them at her feet.   The next passings would bring more.
More and more popped out near the wall of mighty trees.   They had gathered many of the purple stars at their feet.   Great joy was there, our first joy after the apocalypse.   The scent deepened with each passing.

Next passing we set upon our work.   One of the housed ones came seemingly to enjoy the view, poor workless creature.   We kept  apart to guard its presence.   We observed that  its view included us and our task.   Our wings enhanced the place with the joyous buzz of work.   Our workers would gladly share our music with one of another kind.   We provided the swirling movement, purple stars were standing tall  and vibrations of our flight joined the life-giver's warmth and the softening's breeze.   A fine concert we all made of it, the first of the season.   Our program was the first of the classics,  the stories we would tell at home when darkness approached.   New songs and compositions were in the works,  even the housed ones could appreciate them.

Sunday, March 5, 2017

The Heralds of Spring (in their own Voices...)

Chapter One:  Snowdrop

It is so cold, and the kind of wet that goes right through you.   There had been many nights under the stars in company of earth's other wilder things and the strangely lacking blanket of snow that had brought protection more than once to the family.    Not yet, the ice was unyielding.
  But when the rain had done its gentle work a few passings later, the softening, with its loosening work filling empty reservoirs with life-giving trickles of water  had begun in earnest. 
 Old winter had broken down for us the gathered refuse blankets and now the nutrients flowed with the showers.
As heralds, we took heart from the milky sunlight, such as it was;  it was enough for our kind  to begin with, though not only we felt the lengthening of passing.   In the new softness there was room to grow.   Grow we did.   Once broken free, the race began.   The tournament was relentless but position was vital.   Those fortunate few who caught more of the life-giver's attention were always first.    Day by day, leaf by stem and depth of root gave strength.   More showers, more breeze to rock the clods away.    Our little family were in a goodly corner of place, where no traffic or heavy leafage could spoil our upward pursuit.   The little legged ones and crawlies began their work, the sun, wind and rain theirs, and finally revelation.   Now to see and be seen.  Green.   Greener.   The white glory of our being not long afterward opened to the sun. 
 It was a good time, we were many.    It was a blessed time,  many of the housed ones rejoiced in our coming.    The competitors had not yet stolen eyes.   The rejoicing of visitation, the knowing ones seeing and hoping.
Many passings of sun we would know this year.   Strength passed to weakness, the shifting way of things where our glory moved on to others in turn.   Now  white turned green and others  ruled the garden.

Chapter two:  Crocus
The softening had come!   The life-bearing bulbs of life, so carefully placed throughout the park lawn,  had felt the lengthening and tried to jump to life, but timing was all important. 
 Once the softening had prepared our ground and the trickles of warming showers had filled the lack and lightened the weight, we knew it was time to begin.   Then it usually came quickly.  With the showers came little light this time and we got stuck halfway up.   The bulb remembered other such occasions. The stem was pleased but less the  impatient flower.
  Their spurts of thought were not as pleasant to hear that year!   'Why can't I come higher yet?   Why do not the clouds relent?   Where did the life-giver go again?'   'Is it time yet?'   On and on it went, hasty in tone, worried of missing the mark or a shortening of an already brief glory.
The first really warmer day was greeted with our showing, part one.   Being rather reserved, the sun had more convincing to do before we could bask in our best.   Then finally the next passings proved true and we opened up to know all the admiration of the  housed town.   They knew our yellow and white and violet and came to enjoy our glorious rising.  Complete at long last!  Now the clouds could not harm us, their work only served to lengthen our time.   Cool evenings and showers drew out  further rising still.  Only some elder bulbs knew the height was beyond our previous performances.    Passings came and went.    The gardeners and the visitors turned their attention elsewhere.    Only insignificant leaf could remain and only incognito.   The bulb remembered the height and soon was lost to the rocking.

Chapter Three:  The Softening 2
We come with no bloom, we the makers of upward mobility.   Our tools are the impatient nature of wind, rain, snow, creeping roots and creatures of all sort.   We are the committee of varying tasks, we the drivers  accomplishing one end.    Without  our wind and rain, the tree bark would hold its shield still, hardened against icy blasts, and too hard to give growth to stem and leaf.   Without seed and insect, rain and wind, the soils in all their peculiarity would not break loose from snow's grip to allow us  in.   But  rain in softest showers over days coaxes the bitter  earth to hear spring's calling forth.
Finding space at last, bulb and seed  then crack open as the soil  had relented before them and releases the life within.   Growth begins, heat is released, and then burrowing , plunging,  groping--- plant life begins  its search for light.   Those other unseen paler forms, the workers of unheralded force poke and root their way down, down….  while all else turns upward and outward.    It is their hidden work,  their holy agenda.
Light,  our life-giving,  heat-bearing  hope just around the week's turn, awaited all.   Our noblest member,  He often reminds  the ancient ones of seasons past and restored hope in spring's future.  He bears only a sheer shadow of himself, His glory not yet full.    The duet of sun and shower revives them all.   Trees,  their brittle bark split to free the bud and join the mighty chorus,  soil shifted to permit the stem, each breeze, the gardeners labor, the critters' toil – all do their share to make the softening's symphony ring out.    The conductor at long last steps forward for the Rites of Spring….

The other softeners are pushed back from the song, but they preside with time, when time does its work .   The queue of plant and animal life to be taken away, the mound of it unthinkable but demanding its day.   The millers of decay churning onwards to bring nutrients and softness to the soil.   Yes, they have their day, the worm and the warmth, they serve us all in kind.

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

The Softening

The Softening 1

The softened soil drinks in the rain
     Those shoots struggling below the soil's imprisoning surface
         sharpen their stems and pierce their way through.

It began inconspicuously as cloudy gray rainy days
When ice gave way with the first cracking of the hardness....
      that trickle slid within and greeted the seeds and bulbs
               It seeped to the thirsty roots, lower still
                     to the great tree roots of generations.

Hard seed shells soften and split with the pressure of exploding life.
     Bulbs send out first the root, then the stem
          So it goes on
              all unseen in the heart of the earth.

As the heart of man dwells in darkness too,
   The softening comes as well to you.
In the desperate winter of soul
   it seeks out the life-giving flow
            and sends out trembling tendrils
                   which want to know
If  late Winter's rain means Joy or Woe.


Hopeful hearts look to May's floral array,
   Healing hearts to better April,
Hurting hearts hide still from March
        and see only the dismal drenching
              despite their parched hearts
         until they break through the hurt and probe the earth
              and welcome in the new found flow of life.






YOU work on hearts and soften as well
   as Dear Spirit's call waters with Word
You refresh all and call forth to life
   all can respond but the hardest of heart.






Tuesday, February 7, 2017

February's transition


February.... every day just a bit longer, sometimes warmer, or not.   It has always done that.  Those milky so-called sunny days as often as not turn into a snowstorm.   It thinks about Spring but changes its mind.
          My transition comes too.
 Indecision clouds the day, longing warms the ground until freezing fears chase all indoors to forget once more, and to wait for more signs of change.

Faith waits too in the transition from want to walk.  It accepts the pace prepared by a much wiser loving Lord who knows our slowness to move out at the faint prompting.

We need the fickle February as much as the earth.   The rest, the consideration of all that marches next  needs make soul space  for faith's growth.

Growth happens silently in the covered  places
Growth transforms unseen over days and weeks of transition.

When the Lord takes hold at last,
      it flowers forth to complete life  at His touch.
 
                                                 

Sunday, February 5, 2017

Icefall


Even a rushing mountain stream can slow
when the winters' ice and snow
hamper what progress there was to make
and change the course the  waters take.

We sometimes freeze at cold environ
Unfree to flow and spend ourselves
on worthier tasks awaiting downstream.

Warm me, Lord,
awake this heart's trickle.
Your glow within melts even the hardest heart-cicles.


ME-lting

Snow does not stand a chance when the earth is too warm.
Snow cannot be formed if the air is too warm.

God does not remain when we feel warmed by our own complacency,
        or other directions of  passion.
God cannot be found within  hardened hearts,  in any environ.

Snow darkens over time as ground, foot and air pollute.
Snow can only be lightened  when renewed ....

Our God sees the soiled souls we wear on our shoulder.
And yet nears His presence at the chipping of cracks,
     and our hammered cries of repentence.

Then the flakes are free to fall and cover the gray
    and soften the stony brokeness
Till the melting of all and the bloom of rebirth.

So it goes, year after year, time and again
    You heal and forgive....

Work into me, Lord,  the softening Spring,
    so the life which becomes visible
      is  both You and me.....


Thursday, February 2, 2017

Mountains and You....

Mountains in winter, or any time for that matter,  are a beautiful place to spend time.  
 We go to be close to nature.   Somehow they draw the stress from our heart as it pumps  harder to get our feet to move higher.

The place of refuge-- it has been safety from the enemies for centuries.
 The Rock that is higher, the fortress, all pictures of security, of rest.

Majesty when viewed from afar, so much higher, seemingly ageless.
Streams bursting forth from the depth to gather and flow to the valleys below.

Caution needs to be  taken when travelled through,  for at any time could be
                  storms lashing, lightning or the trap of fog or snow.
A trap for the unexperienced or unwise.


You created that grandeur, it still calls to our heart and satisfies an inner need.
You are much like that mountain when overwhelming load gathers to my soul,
       I feel as if walking  with the it uphill.
Then I walk with You through fragrant forests in those hills,  I find delight to my senses and heart.
Somewhere along the trail my burdens start dropping off to join last years leafy litter.

You are the cleft of the rock, the place to hide when in need of safety.

You are even more timeless than those stacks of stones.  Even the mountains may quake
   but you are a surer foundation, supporting us when seeking  heaven indeed.
You are to be feared, for unless we are the 'wise', having accepted the need for preparation,
     Your preparation, of Your making,, for the  journey You have given,
We cannot hope to complete the trek.

You, in winter of soul, or any time for that matter, are the most beautiful Person to spend life with.


5 am?

5 am? What does such a horrendous hour have to do with me? Blackbirds!   Loads of blackbirds! Wake up and find out...... It's magic...